Autumn: The Season of “Me”

September ended and they woke me up. The leaves fell, the clouds came out, the blue of the sky darkened by a few shades and maybe the wind broke a couple of things. I’ve always felt like autumn is the season of change. Maybe you move to a different country, start liking something you though you hated. You meet new people and give them new chances while a close friend doesn’t even remember your birthday. It is the season of growing up, getting yourself together, and living with it. Autumn is the season I associate most with self discovery. Or re-discovery, I guess. It’s the time where you suddenly realise how out of touch you’ve become with your own “self”, constantly trying to please others , walking on your tiptoes trying not to break anyone…

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Growing Up & Those September Feels

Hey there. I know I’ve been a little MIA lately, I just had way too much stuff happening (yep, it’s that time of the year when I change countries and try to get used to a whole new room) and to be honest, I haven’t been feeling very inspired recently. I can’t really figure out the vibe I have at the moment. A part of me feels like I have to grow up now that I’ve finally turned 20 and do adult stuff like go grocery shopping and focus on the texts while reading a newspaper instead of looking at the pictures. Yet the other voice in me keeps telling me it’s okay to watch your childhood movies over and over again, wear Star Wars tees and be a little messy. As my dad always says:…

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